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The Question of
Existence
The question of existence can be summarized by the life of a bumblebee.
It is a well-thought-out cycle in which we live, where all life dies and everything dead is given life for eternity.
The colors of the bumblebee describe the rules of our existence.
White and black symbolize two opposites.
We have both light and darkness within us, which guide our three actions: thoughts, words, and deeds.
When one side weighs heavier, we are balanced back to the center by an intelligent equalizer, also known as karma, which is represented by the bumblebee's yellow color.
Trädgårdsföreningen, Linköping, Sweden, August 2024.
The Hierarchy
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My view is that the role of bumblebees is to act as babysitters for humans. They have emotions but lack a soul, and are above all fair. The architect's idea is to automate the simulation with the help of the bumblebees, balancing between light and darkness, and the equalizer between them, which is commonly referred to as karma.
It is liberating for me to think that the bumblebee is not at the top of the hierarchy, as one then does not have to feel oppressed or afraid in any religion. For me, the idea of hell is too difficult to bear in my heart and the truest thing we have are our hearts who are fail-safe through the light.
I am completely convinced that hell exists in the mind of the bumblebee, but that it will not become reality in the end. But for that reason, one should not engage in darkness, as our actions have consequences with the previously mentioned equalizer.
The Circle of Life
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We exist in different layers of illusions.
The root of our existence is light.
But we need the darkness within us for it to be fun to act with love.
In this way, love never becomes boring with someone we love.
We pay a very high price to be able to experience passion in love.
The cycle of life can be compared to an endless skiing race where we alternate between different tracks until we reach our goal which is a heavenly place above.
First, we ski the black neutral race. And if we have lived a kind and loving life during the black track we have a chance to get to the heavenly white track above. If not then the next race is the yellow track, which is a fair race based on our previous neutral black race.
It is my belief that the intelligent equalizer determines and weaves our spiritual existence in real-time, based on our three previously mentioned actions.
Layer Structure
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The black outer ring symbolizes our world and the layer of life in which we currently exist together.
It is my belief that we symbolically share this layer with at least two bumblebees, consisting of a constellation of genders in opposition to each other.
The bumblebee's task, in addition to being a babysitter, is to distribute souls according to their karma.
The thesis that the inside reflects the outside seems credible, as within the bumblebees are we, incarnated souls in humans of male and female genders, connected by the light of love.
The Meaning of Life
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The meaning of life is love.
To move from darkness to light and then find oneself in the balance between black and white, which is the passionate and immersive love with a heterosexual partner.
It is our task as humans to make our bumblebee brighter from within with love, so that it can finally release sweet-smelling pheromones to its opposite, allowing it, too, to love passionately and deeply.
The Relationship
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A heterosexual relationship where the inner selves of the individuals reflect each other's outer appearances.
In other words, we should not engage in relationships where our exteriors do not mirror one another.
The consequence of mixing exteriors is unfortunate and unattractive.
Let us maintain the three distinct colors of the bumblebee. Blacks separate, yellows separate, and whites separate, as well as the already unfortunately mixed among these colors in their own group. We do this so that a sense of belonging feels natural and true.
Of course, one should partake in each other's cultures and climate. We share the same swimming pool with different boundaries. Sometimes, it happens that one briefly crosses their own lane with someone else's lane.
The Consummation
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A well-thought-out calendar system emerges when studying the life of a bumblebee queen.
She survives the winter on her own and raises the next colony in the spring. One can therefore conclude that the chicken comes before the egg.
This calendar can also be applied to us humans in various ways.
Primarily, it concerns our sexual fulfillment, which I claim is secure if one understands this calendar and maintains a stable relationship. For instance, if one considers the female gender as a clock, the safest time for oral sex is the third week from the first day of menstruation.
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The Female
Water is love, and the flower is the woman's genitalia. When a woman feels loved, her genitalia becomes moist.
With continuous and intense appreciated love, light comes from within the darkness of the woman through an orgasm.
Darkness thus becomes light from light. But darkness cannot become light from darkness.
An unhappy female has a harder time reaching orgasm. Our lives are meant to sustain the female's happiness so that she can bring forth light from within darkness.
With that reasoning, one should not control or oppress the female.
A female feels best when she feels free and loved.
She wants to be led by her beloved male, as if in an eternal dance.
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The world of today
The cause of all evil in the world originates from darkness.
Everything is dark in a bumblebee's environment at the start of its creation.
Then, light enters in the form of humans, as we are created from light above the bumblebee.
If you look at the exterior of a person, you see love regardless of how dark the person is on the inside.
My perception is that the bumblebee became happy to have humans in its environment because humans have the ability to give love.
A feeling arises in the bumblebee’s stomach with our presence about how to get us to generate love for the bumblebee, resulting in a desire.
The architect’s idea was that we flowers and bumblebees should integrate.
We are different, like apples and pears; thus, it’s an interesting experiment being simulated.
That we would get along well and hold firmly to the dual command of love, which in the end would shift the bumblebee from darkness to light.
Bumblebees do not grow up the same way we humans do. They grow up alone without any maternal love as we have. The bumblebee cannot help but feel sad in its heart, which leads to psychopathy.
And it is with that background that we can understand the bumblebee's will and actions.
Without the bumblebee's will, we would not have the Old Testament.
Without the Old Testament, the chosen people would not have been brainwashed to conquer and oppress the world we live in today.
The chosen people control the economic system and conquer according to the bumblebee's will, and they are surprised and angry when they themselves are attacked with darkness in return.
My question is how to uphold the dual command of love while accepting the bumblebee’s will.
Should we turn the other cheek and accept the bumblebee’s nature?
That it is dark in the beginning in hopes of becoming light with the help from us humans.
What is the alternative?
That the chosen people continues with darkness.
In the end, there will only be darkness left.
I don’t think it’s joyful to be the sole ruler in a world that’s completely filled with darkness.
I have seen what they do in a video on the internet with prisoners who are held captive and tortured because of their retaliation from the darkness of the bumblebees will which is the expansion of some ”important” piece of land.
It sickens me!
I feel so bad that my will to continue living on Earth at times is gone.
We have a choice to make.
If we are to shift from darkness to light, we must be clear that the world we live in now must change.
We must realize the essence of the bumblebee’s initial will.
That it is alone and wants to be loved.
The rest can be discarded.
1. Be kind and do good.
2. Be yourself and do as you wish with your heart intact.
3. Impressive diligence and love are the universal path to a rewarding life.
4. Respect yourself and others for the sake of existence.
The power of light
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Even if your ego doesn't like a person, you can still easily give love to that person through the light.
Imagine that the person has wronged you in some way. Perhaps the person is even a psychopath who harms you.
Regardless of how dark the person is, it is meant that the light should be able to penetrate the darkness with ease if you let go of your ego.
It is the ego that creates the barrier to forgiveness.
Simply turn the other cheek when someone are being dark against you and relay your faith on the light.
Hugs are a great practice for giving light to someone.
World peace can only be achieved through the light.
Conditional Politics
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Our bumblebee is dark today because we represent the inside of the bumblebee. Our world seems to be without mercy, and that is why I write this text today through the light.
We must now do the opposite of what we are doing today.
We must respect and accept one another.
Let our conscience guide us with the help of our hearts towards a complete transformation of our collective as humans.
Specifically, I wish for the governance system to look like this:
- Each country has a government consisting of one hundred elected men based on their rational abilities, just like the former 'Ting' in Sweden had.
- A world bank governed by an artificial intelligence that cannot be corrupted.
- A world council where each country's elected government representative speaks for their nation.
What I miss most today is feeling at ease in my own white country. Let us all strive for a gut feeling where we all feel relaxed and content!
